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Maybe i do think a loot. And I still don't like to be thought of to be what I am not. Infuriates me, which goes off as smoke once I have told my opinion. :) Now, I don’t know if it’s a good thing. And when some have a wrong opinion of you, on a positive side, you tend to do just the opposite, without realizing. They expect you to be smart and all that, so you be extra dumb. I don't do it consciously, but I do that all the same.

I need to go for some anger management course. To control my temper and also to show my anger on the person guilty, rather than direct it towards myself.

Sometimes it is so difficult to decide if the decision you made was right or not. Unfortunately, in matters related to the mind, no amount of experience, prior data becomes useful and the situation of applying differentiation nil. It might happen that the decision is right but the consequences not so.

Of late, I have realised that sometimes I have taken the wrong wrong decisions and stopped being obstreperous about the same. When people who didn't matter were at a higher rung in the ladder of the importance. Then some more decisions and you begin to doubt the stability of your own mind. Life as I told before never stops to surprise you. When you think its all over, you start hoping again, against hope for good things. But sometimes they do pop up, outa nowhere.

Why is this big question mark over everything? Where does the life of a techie end? With respect to the code written, what does it offer? Will it result in boredom after a while with the too monotonous a schedule? How challenging will it be? The path just got a little longer for me, thats all.
Now, on the other side, there are the b schools. Getting there is difficult. But is the life after that really worth the trouble? The hectic schedule and the chaos associated. Some love it and I admire them for it.