frens

there s nothin to do ere..other than keep thinking.human genes comes in lot of variations and there is almost no person similar 2 another.theoretically yes.but how was it that i always agreed with people near me?it was a lil different at home but now i understand when here.thats the best thing about college and friends.you choose the frens u make.and so they are like you.just the opposite when u interact with others.thats when u come across the variations in genes etc.can a person in banglore be more ancient in thinking than one from a remote village of udupi?they can.and surely i wouldn have known that if not for now.now i am surrounded by others as well..never realised the significance or watever value of frens.till d time de get busy,u share a lot of things..the thoughts being most important..cheers!.been lucky in dat dept.

exile

more like a journal of my life in exile.
dreams are very funny.not the ones which u get while u r asleep but the ones you see with eyes open.the ones which shatter you when not not fulfilled.has happened a lot of times.but the mind doesn learn from mistakes so easily.the placement itself brought with itself countless dreams.and the countdown began from then itself.then the month of july at home when half the frens are working and you donot have anything else to do other than of course dream.the d day comes and suddenly the eyes go blur.sounds al filmy but its wasnt so funny then.the gr8 doc advises for a month long rest and doesnt5 care if longer.but that was the period i donot want anyone to go.evrything is hazy even under the steroids.takes your faith off everything,even the lil faith.the world of medicine seems to be on the punishing side and you tend to appreciate the world of engineers who designed the mri scan rather than the doc who tels you wats happening actually.you donot know why anything is happening to you and suddenly realise that the world expects more from the people who have been doing things expected out of u.you wil miss some ppl very much and keep crying even though the doc asked u to smile.bah..these arent the extremities though.some phase.

An idle mind is a devil's workshop.so very true.a few days before joinin,i had planned out the whole 'next blog entry'.holds relevance but its gone somewhere to the back of the mind.wat was it about now?.the devil himself.pun intended.journey back..the usual question of how to distinguish between a crush n love?rather,how do u know that its just a crush and nothing more than that?each movie you watch makes you wonder.actually only the sad ones.the ones with a happy ending dont seem to move you.
anyway in retrospect,i have come to this conclusion of crush is when you like the person without knowing him/her.and love,u like the person 'inspite' of knowing him/her. as in you kno the bad habits etc etc.but still u like that person.
well well.this is going to get posted after a while.surely gonna rot in the drafts sections for a while.