What do I tell? Feel like screaming at the top of my voice to the whole world, the word I made so much fuss about when used on me. Had so many aspirations, so many things wanted. Now it seems so meaningless. Why wasnt 'something' the most important thing to be wished for? Referring to the old saying, here. A lot of thoughts coming together. How I used to find this line ' humein aur jeene ki chaahat naa hoti, agar tum na hote'! The context is different. But I understand it in my own way now. The moving people around the stationary 'you' have a more important role than just keeping to their orbit. You know you should push them and make their orbit a lil wider, but u do just the opposite. You rely on them, lean heavily on their shoulders. Why???
Changes happen, unknowingly without you realizing. Like the beginning of the river like laughter in the second year. Nothing is permanent but change.:)
Hee hee..everything changes,including your mood..:D Posting this 'cos energy was anyways wasted in writing so much:P