joblessness

oh..the months long wait..have been glued to the tv and the flavor of the season-the reality shows..each channel trying to up their trps by these so called hunts for the real talent.already mentioned the get gorgeous in soem post b4.the results are out and rachel wins it.the female who was one of the most outspoken ones on the show,who tries to make evryone feel conscious and get an inferior complex reveals in the end dat she never thought she was goregeous..thought she had the brains and the attitude to hold her head.

frens

there s nothin to do ere..other than keep thinking.human genes comes in lot of variations and there is almost no person similar 2 another.theoretically yes.but how was it that i always agreed with people near me?it was a lil different at home but now i understand when here.thats the best thing about college and friends.you choose the frens u make.and so they are like you.just the opposite when u interact with others.thats when u come across the variations in genes etc.can a person in banglore be more ancient in thinking than one from a remote village of udupi?they can.and surely i wouldn have known that if not for now.now i am surrounded by others as well..never realised the significance or watever value of frens.till d time de get busy,u share a lot of things..the thoughts being most important..cheers!.been lucky in dat dept.

exile

more like a journal of my life in exile.
dreams are very funny.not the ones which u get while u r asleep but the ones you see with eyes open.the ones which shatter you when not not fulfilled.has happened a lot of times.but the mind doesn learn from mistakes so easily.the placement itself brought with itself countless dreams.and the countdown began from then itself.then the month of july at home when half the frens are working and you donot have anything else to do other than of course dream.the d day comes and suddenly the eyes go blur.sounds al filmy but its wasnt so funny then.the gr8 doc advises for a month long rest and doesnt5 care if longer.but that was the period i donot want anyone to go.evrything is hazy even under the steroids.takes your faith off everything,even the lil faith.the world of medicine seems to be on the punishing side and you tend to appreciate the world of engineers who designed the mri scan rather than the doc who tels you wats happening actually.you donot know why anything is happening to you and suddenly realise that the world expects more from the people who have been doing things expected out of u.you wil miss some ppl very much and keep crying even though the doc asked u to smile.bah..these arent the extremities though.some phase.

An idle mind is a devil's workshop.so very true.a few days before joinin,i had planned out the whole 'next blog entry'.holds relevance but its gone somewhere to the back of the mind.wat was it about now?.the devil himself.pun intended.journey back..the usual question of how to distinguish between a crush n love?rather,how do u know that its just a crush and nothing more than that?each movie you watch makes you wonder.actually only the sad ones.the ones with a happy ending dont seem to move you.
anyway in retrospect,i have come to this conclusion of crush is when you like the person without knowing him/her.and love,u like the person 'inspite' of knowing him/her. as in you kno the bad habits etc etc.but still u like that person.
well well.this is going to get posted after a while.surely gonna rot in the drafts sections for a while.

Ambitious

These days the channel v has been trying very hard to find their next ‘gorgeous’ gal in al d major cities. And one of the comments made then was that these gals don’t think beyond the line. Hmmm, wheres the line drawn there? Is it good to be overambitous? When you lose a mark or two in an exam, is it a proof of ambitions asking or wishing for marks? Or not asking proves that one is lazy and donot want to think further?Well,this might not be the case where ones ambitons are depicted..Just an opinion..

(Anti)feminism

Was jus reading something a while back in one of these magazines. And those columns for the feminist movement. Put me to thought. Of recent, coz of just completing college and having to work in a few months cooking is one of the topics of the conversation. I have seen people going defensive about it. Cant understand wats the big deal there. Needn’t see cooking as a menial job and go ‘why should only gals cook? Etc’. there s no harm in gals cooking or the guys cooking as well. Its just one daily routine. You are hungry and would like to eat something which is liked your taste buds. Why the unnecessary fuss over it?Just some thought..

the start

Well its been quite a while since I ve been toying with the idea of blogging and learn to put my thoughts in a more precise way.

Had created the id and had forgotten all about it. Now I guess is the time. To begin with the id. Just a mirror to my mind. Keeps drifting away very often and jumps from one topic to another in a matter of seconds.