Blogging:)

Was reading this blog some days back, the writer seems so normal. Someone unknown, and yet feels connected. Some kind of unknown respect. She talks about the absurdity of having to give a title for everything. Now that makes sense, especially someone like me, who can't think in the same direction for more than a minute. But one would wonder at the titles for each entry in my blog. It could refer to the ego, mentioned elsewhere, but its also to give a direction to the writing. This topic itself is inspired from there where she wrote about writing. Today, it would necessarily be blog about blogging. Why blog? Just cos everyone does it? Not necessarily, since it is not public. Might be for that flair etc. It is majorly to think patiently. It is to give things time before all the damage is done. It is to think of things, not thought properly of, before.......

arbit!

This time the thought process was an Enumerator of boolean. Just a To or Not to options available.
Sometimes you are amazed at the wonders life brings at your doorstep. The person who is 'known' to you for so many years actually gets known when it is time to go. Seems so unfair.
There is lot more to write. But there is the confusion that maybe I m just a paranoid. To think of it, I feel this kind when I know the person is going to go away. Like the last day of college, when I knew certain people wouldn't be in touch. Getting retro about the time spent with them now feels stupid since its not just in a 'relation' where feelings should be reciprocated. But the rest, who cared the most, it never bothered since I knew you would keep in touch and I was right there. Love you all:)
So no more feeling bad. Sayonaara.

Aries!

Impulsive ;) Dunno what started me in the direction of looking at it. It would seem corny to say i dont believe in sunsigns. But what i find them is intriguing! Maybe human mind tends to ignore the things which conflicts to his/her beliefs. So I read here only my characteristics.:)

The Aries is guided by flashes of intuition and irresistible impulse. She is a fiery dynamo who is driven by a constant desire to forge ahead into new territories. When Aries sets her sights on a goal, it becomes an all-enveloping quest. The Aries native never gives up, but moves ever forward with an obstinate force of will. Like all fire signs, she constantly feels vital energy pulsing through her, and she must use that energy or burn up!

Aries strives for independence, and success is defined by a series of distinctive or high-reaching personal achievements. Coming in first or accomplishing the impossible are the ultimate goals. Athletes, entrepreneurs, soldiers, doctors, religious leaders, race car drivers and explorers are all associated with this sign. Aries does not fear danger, and accidents are all too common with this sign, particularly head injuries.

If the Aries seems brusque or disinterested it is because her mind is set on a goal that entirely absorbs her energy. Anything that interferes becomes an annoying distraction. Once the Aries sets her sights on someone or something, that becomes an urgent and immediate priority. If you are that goal, you can be sure that you will be showered with a love that burns as bright as the sun, and you can expect to be blessed with the greatest fire of devotion.

MOON in ARIES (also Moon in first house)

Moon in Aries has fiery responses. She reacts quickly and decisively in emotional situations. She nurtures others with her fearlessness, bravery and a willingness to fight to protect her loved ones. Moon in Aries will not stand for mistreatment of any kind. Independence and self-reliance are important to her. She needs for others to show they care for her by allowing her the freedom to go her own way.

ARIES RISING (also Mars rising)

The woman with Aries Rising views the world as a place of adventure and opportunity. She has a look of bold determination and fearlessness. She expects much of herself in terms of personal achievement. Aries Rising believes that everyone is essentially alone in the world, and should be self-supporting. She is proud of herself when she is able to forge ahead on her own, or lead others.

Aries Rising is here to be a model of self-reliance and courage.

ps:coutesy:http://www.mooncatsastrology.com/astro/ariesgirl.htm

Life

An entry will never justify the vastness of this small word. It holds so many beauties within itself. A new mystery enfolds every day. Thinking about the past makes one wonder what is in store for the future. It takes a turn when you least expect it. With so many colors to them. And every decision, however small brings with itself its own implications. Sometimes you doubt the existence of the eternal power above you and if he makes you take those decisions. Sometimes you realize that everything is a passing phase. You feel like everything is moving around you. People come and go, and you are stationery in the centre of it all. At any point of time, you are in some phase, it is left to you to make the best of it. And also to remember the best of it. But they say, mistakes arent to be forgotten for the whole reason of not repeating them.
ps-to be continued..

LOC

Don't want to forget what I wanted to write. So first blog from office.
i am not generally a very feminist kind of a person. But some things get on my nerves. Are girls never supposed to frank? For the fear of being mistaken?
Why do majority of men think the same? They mite be complaining the same about the gals:P
why cant they take a frank answer at the face value? Just cos you care for a friend, doesn't mean there is something more. And it is highly chauvinistic for them to think that a girl can never ask them if they are free. And they say world has progressed and all that. It is where it was long back. Guys still expect the girls to be demure and shy. they always want their wives to be this pucca villager kind of gal, when the same could never be expected out of them. Is this what they call a fair world? Where is it being fair to the fairer sex?

Birthday!

Birthdays always have been a very dear thing to me. And sometimes I do think I associate a lot of importance on that one day. remembering birthday was always a sign of the fact that the other person cared for you enough to remember your day! Something which sounds crazy now, but dint seems so, two years back. Now, it looks like a scary scale of measurement of ones' love towards you. And gifts, rather the cost of them, aren't essentially the only way to show it. Its always the thought behind them. A small token could get more appreciation than an expensive branded something. And the worst, when you feel the gift is a return for some favor you have done before.
All this prologue for nothing. Birthday went on great, me feeling very very important in the office. A little shy too, which doesn't happen too often. A few mood swings here and there, but all in all a memorable one.

Sore loser??

When does one be called a sore loser? Does showing anger at the pre-match arrangements after the match also a sign of it? One doesn't consider much about it if there is a confidence of winning even after being aware of the arrangements. But when it results in unfavorable result, one tends to blame the situation. Writing always takes the anger out of you. Now, it seems like it went the right way. Maybe the reason for it to happen is still not fine with me. Been following for a while now. 22 years is quite a while, I should say. First weapon was withdrawal, which did more harm than good. No good at all, rather. Second was the 'you cant beat them, join them'. Not sure if i follwed that. In a bad mood, feeling so.